6:13 p.m. - 2001-09-26
le*sigh*
Yep. So I realized how pathetic I really am just recently. After hours and hours of thinking way too much I realized I am in love.....and I have been for nearly 2 years. And it fucking sucks. I had my chance with her, and I fucked it up.....just like I always do. I dont know if anything can ever happen with her but I hope something can......no matter how much "crushes" I have I have never stopped thinking about her and I dont know what to do. She is absolutely perfect and I wish I had done just this one thing right.....
-Chad
