03:03:23 - 2001-02-24
tired
Some things I wrote that mean alot but I'm not yet sure what. I wrote an entry for this that was incredibly long and my computer froze. Essentially it said that I am unhappy and have been for a long time. Depressed you might call it. And I am tired of hiding my emotions and who I am from everyone.
So incredibly tired......
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holding
that which is forever concealed
crying
never letting go
never letting go
screaming
never let it go
never let it go
twisted
never let my insides show
letting others let me go nowhere
noone getting anywhere close
for inside of me there is nothing
i am hollow
